The K of Living Impefectly: Keeping It Real #atozchallenge

 

Being yourself battle

K Challenge LetterAs most of you know this is my third A to Z Challenge and every year this sneaky letter K causes me grief. This year is no different and I’ve really grappled with this K post. I’ve never thought about K as being a problem letter, but clearly this is a lesson in imperfection teaching me to park my expectations at the door.

Keeping it real has always been a big one for me. I have always firmly believed that building meaningful relationships is all about trust, of which one of the central pillars is meaning what you say and saying what you mean. Clearly this is not always the easiest path to take and at times can be quite a solitary journey. There are other times when I meet a kindred spirit on that road and that’s when I can really feel the friendship flow and that sense of connection. There are yet others when people at first blush appear to be the real deal, but scratch a little below the surface and you know you are dealing with a pretender.

Keeping it real to me also means:

  • not having to appear busy to increase my worthiness
  • keeping commitments that I have made, but being discerning about making them
  • not being afraid to express myself respectfully
  • trying new things and laughing at failure
  • backing myself and knowing I am the real deal
  • understanding my value proposition
  • rolling up my sleeves to get the job done
  • helping people when and where I can
  • owning my part in an outcome and not blaming others for my own failures
  • eliminating passive aggression from my life.

That last one in particular is a big one for me right now. I deserve crave authentic communication. Real discourse that gets to the heart of an issue/problem so we can get on with the business of fixing it or going our separate ways if that is an option.

What makes keeping it real also hard is that we don’t want people to perceive we are selfish when we practice it. However, the reality is that although we like to think we can control perception, we can’t because by its very nature it is derived from another’s thoughts.

duck authenticity

In the end, I believe it costs us more to be what others want us to be than it is to keep it real. It takes real energy to constantly mould and play into others’ expectations. I’d rather channel that energy in becoming acquainted with myself and to manage my own expectations.

About the curtain raiserhttp://raisingthecurtain.netI have spent my life in offices. For now I am putting that behind me and preparing for the second act. Middle age didn't come with acceptable signposts so I am making my own through my writing. A journey shared is more fun than going it solo.

8 thoughts on “The K of Living Impefectly: Keeping It Real #atozchallenge

  1. Hopefully by choosing to live authentically, people’s perceptions of us will more closely match our true meanings. But as you say, we can’t control others’ perceptions. We can only control our own actions, so we might as well put our focus there.

  2. You expressed yourself so well in this piece. The older I get, the more I realize how difficult it is for all humans to “keep it real”. Many don’t care whether it’s real; many never ask whether it’s real; and many are not willing to settle for anything less than real. I don’t think of being selfish as much as being self-caring. I’m far happier alone.

  3. I’ve never felt the need to comply with anyone else’s expectations which goes some way to explaining my weirdness. ‘Reality’ and ‘keeping it real’ will always be difficult to nail down, and be subject to change as we grow older.
    ” laughing at failure”….I have to work on this……at the moment I’m still at the swearing and blaming the cosmos phase. 🙂

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